no, i am not dead, in a coma, stranded on a desert island, or locked in a mental asylum somewhere. what i am is very sorry, and very tired.

a little after i promised you peoples updates, my laptop killed itself and left me without my salvaged CONNECTION files and the few fanfics i saved. shortly thereafter, my ipod gave out as well. at that point, i stopped writing. there was no way in hell i was going to write yaoi on the parent's computer, and i had no desire to do so after losing those stories and my muse above all muses, music.

fastforward three or so weeks, and:

the parents combined my graduation and b-day gift for a new laptop.
band season is almost over.
geek squad nerds rescued CONNECTION from the hard drive of the old laptop.
AP classes are no longer dominating my life.
i finally let you people know what the hell happened.

so overall, i'm beat and ready for winter break. until then, i am very, VERY sorry that i haven't updated since...september? higher powers, i fail at life XD fear not; something should be uploaded here soon enough. but with my luck, who knows? i could contract the consumption, my comp could be carried off by a horde of locusts, anything is possible at this point. anyway, thanks for remaining faithful, folks (whoever's left out there, anyways).

Supposedly doing:

BREECH, sequel to oto vs akatsuki, and smutty tobidei just finish them

sasodei (series) space and kid sasori collab (series)

absolute boyfriend (series)

itasai collab (series)

akatsuki drug testing (not what you think!) (series)

AU kakuhidan

ye olde akatsuki (series)

my army of kohais: (don't you just wanna hug them?)

my oshiegos:

my senpai!:

my sensei:

my ILTA:

my danna:

my DA sisters: *huggle* *huggle* *huggle* *huggle*

my DA brother: *huggle*

people I sama:

I’m their danna XD